Well hello everyone, it’s been a while hasn’t it? I’m going to get my apology out of the way first because quite frankly, it must’ve seemed like I’d fallen off the face of the earth…I’m sorry. But Itpshoeberose is back up and running again so I hope you’ve missed me haha! Motivation has been one of the most difficult parts for me when restarting my blog so I’ve given it a bit of a zhush and I’m pretty chuffed with it. Take yourself on a little tour if you want and let me know what you think!
So…the big question right? Where have I been? To sound cliché, it’s a long story and one that I don’t particularly want to put out there for the whole world to read but I won’t leave you completely in the dark. Going silent for a few months isn’t an unusual thing for me to do if you were to ask my friends, I tend to have a flight response when I’m faced with challenges – especially when my mental health deteriorates. I go completely into isolation which unfortunately happened for the umpteenth time in May. Remember the ‘girls holiday’ I banged on about before I left, it wasn’t all roses let’s just say that. It was a toxic time for both of us but it was something to learn from. In hindsight, I probably wasn’t ready to put so much pressure on myself. Sometimes these things happen which is what I’m in the process of understanding and accepting – not everything you try works out and that’s OK.
Since the end of May, I’ve been building myself up so that I’m in a place comfortable enough to start this blog again. Well if you’re reading this, that must mean that I’ve got there somehow! To be honest, I’ve been sat staring at this post for days because it’s been a struggle to find the right words to say, so please ignore the state of this ramble. Back to the important stuff, I have some really exciting things coming up and an overflowing spreadsheet of post ideas – all starting tomorrow if things go to plan!
I’m going to sign off here (for today, don’t panic)…an itsphoeberose first, under 500 words! But all that’s left to say is look out for my upcoming posts, more fashion, more life chats and more travel!
Thanks for coming back to read again, see you around x